LoV3sss..

today,im too dissapointed wif myself....i lose the event that im confident the most...
huh...but anyway,i try my best...and today is the first time i fall down during "string pulling"...huh
so ashamed with myself....BUT, i saw HIM...my SECRET....
the most thing i like him so much is his sporty face...i always looking at him when he was doing his competition...
his cool, his professional, his happy smile when he won the prizes..
his everyting and everything....i just realise i like those more that i think...
but i dont hope he know that...i just want to be a special friend for him...
so that i can always watch him from far....dont let he be alone...
Beside of my secret.....we take class pictures today....
we enjoy ourselves acting like a model taking pictures in every corner of the school...
really enjoy it...since that i had the chance to do the things that i always hope ....
we take beautiful pictures, stupid pictures, lovely pictures and alot...
the same things happen to all the form 5 students.....
everyone enjoy it so much...but the time given was too short....
we still having our pictures at the top of the "shit pool" in our school.....
hahahaha....but its so dangerous up there....i nearly fall down..huhuh...
but luckily i didnt...
huh....
want die already...i feel like the bones in my body had broken into pieces already....ahhaha
but my heart still very complete with the smile from my secret one....^^