haiZsss

today everything started well...
in the morning im still in a very very very perfect mood...
but when i reached school...everything started to change a bit by bit...
my little cute friend started to have a little bit upset...
i think i know why////
i work more harder today,
try to be more concentrated to the lesson in the class that im usually not...
because i had a promise with someone that i'll try the very best in my studies...
and she just seems not so happy about that...
i dont know what more things can i do,
she's not like this before....
then of course, hiding the pain inside...
damned that im still need to laugh to everyone like im fine....
exspecially in front her.....
then...my stupid sister had blown my mum's head....
and im the one who become her skip goat...
HAISSZzz....
WHen will ever this stop....
can just give me a break?
im tired.....not because of anyone's fault...
can just change the lifestlye oneday??even half day i will be very grateful...
all this things keep happening again and again every single day...
it can even be a history...
HAISSzzzz.........